Final bow

by Jennifer RIP Lesthat Hayden   Aug 18, 2005


Make a mistake
I erase
I hit backspace
Can't do that in life
Can't go back in time

I said it
Didn't mean to
I'm sorry
Sorry

It came out
I couldn't get it back in
My words
They ran
Ran out of my mouth
My mind was going north
But my words went south
I'm sorry
sorry
I didn't mean to say it
I thought it
I'm sorry
Sorry
But I said it as well
My mind said no but my body
Didn't listen
And now your voice is a thing that
I am missing
Listen to me
Listen to my words
Talk to me
I want to hear your voice

You're killing me
You're not givin me a choice
I'm sorry
Sorry
I really am
Every time I think of it I just say
"God damn."
Forgive me
Speak
Don't make me talk to you
Like you're a dog
But you're bein a bit**
I know that's wrong
I don't want to say that
I really don't
But you never speak to me
I've given up hope
One last try
It's been a month
I call you on the phone but you
Never pick up
Talk to me
Speak to me
Speak bit* speak
I'm sorry for what I've done
Sorry for the name
I've been calling you lately
But I can't take it anymore
You'll never say a word
You'll never forgive me
You'll never forget
I'm sorry for the things I've done
I'm sorry if I hurt you
But you're killing me more than
My words could ever hurt you
Did you know
Did you know how I felt
Do you know how I feel
Do you know that it hurts
I care
I do
I really do
All through class I just stare at you
I've lost all my friends
Cause I've gone insane
All because of you
All because of me
You've driven me to this
Insanity
I've been starring at that gun
I've been looking at the knife
I've been thinking weather I should
Take my life
Does it matter to you
Do you care at all
Would you laugh
If I were to fall
I'll get on my knees
I'll beg you to speak
You turn from my face
You don't make a peep
This hurts me so
This changed me so much
You don't even wanna
Even wanna feel my touch
I've had enough
There's no hope now
On the strange
I will take my bow
Then I'll go up
Up towards the lights
I set up a surprise
A surprise tonight
I have a rope hanging there
So I'll tie it to my neck
The curtains will fall
But then they'll come back
And when they do
You will see
You will see what has become of me

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  • 18 years ago

    by Angel

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