Cursed entities

And your cursed entities
have found their way into my heart
your love is something i cant escape
and as i try and run
into the world unknown

i find myself retreating back
into the shroud of darkness
you have cast upon my life

I'm searching for the light
a desperately unending conquest

so lets pair my broken hopes
with your never ending attempts
see what happens sweetie...

Ive been waiting for this
seems like an eternity spent lost
Ive been waiting for this...

and the longer this lasts
the further i drift away
it seems as though you want to give up

and maybe you never loved me
maybe you never cared enough
but today this stops

I'm so tired, i cant feel my heartbeat
as i slowly die
I'm comforted by your unspoken words

I'm living in a fantasy
filled with the written word
and I'm praying for a harsh reality

well its time for a closing
this was a scattered apology
and a realization
that no matter what
i will love you until the day you take my life