I'm a Fake

You say something funny
I laugh, but inside I don't

When I'm around you I act happy
But I'm not

All I do is put a fake act on so no one real see how much pain I'm in.

Day and night I try to stay in my room so I can cry all the pain away, when I'm not in my room I look so happy. But deep inside I just want to cry.

I'm a Fake. Can't anyone see it?

It hurts too much to laugh, to smile, to be happy.

I'm not happy
I stop being happy.

Everyone See's that smile
Everyone See's that laugh
Everyone thinks I'm the most happiest kid ever.
I'm not happy. I never was.

People don't hardly ever see me down in the dumps, people hardly see me cry. I'm a Fake around everyone.

No one understands whats it like to be me.

To go though life without a mother a father, then your mother wants you back and she abuses you and does so many horrible things.

No one can understand whats it like to feel unloved and wants to feel loved by a mother or father.

It hurts!

You see kids with their parents and see them have fun and laugh. You think to yourself "Wish that was me."

You see your cousins and aunts and uncles together
They leave u out.

You feel so alone.

You wish that someone could see the pain behind the fake.

And you realize that your the Fake and no one will see the Fake.