Lost (a true story)

As she looks in the mirror she does not know the person staring back, she punches the mirror leaving a crack. She covers her arms with wristbands and sleeves, hiding the lines she made when she grieves.

Walking through school everyone cries and acts sad, if they cared why did they make him so mad. People walk up and say they are sorry and to be strong, she just puts on her headphones and listens to her song.

As she walks home she watches the sky and tries her hardest not to cry. That night she lays and looks at the stars, lightly tracing all of her scars.

He told her to look there when she wanted to die, it still kinda helped, she never knew why. She remembered his smell and his starry green eyes. One look could reveal her lies.

He calmed her down and numbed her pain, and loved to just walk in the rain. He was the only one who could pull her from, the deep dark world she was from. All she can do is make her self numb.

Numb from the pain that comes from her broken heart. They were suppose to be together, now they are apart. She cannot help but lay there and cry, thinking to herself why do angels die.

She has wished on every star in the sky for him to return to her, now everything is spinning so fast it is a blur. She is trying everything to wake from this dream she is stuck in, she hasn't ate in days and is sickly thin.

He was the reason she kept going strong, she is fading slowly, now that he is gone. She wont let herself think he is not going to save her this time, she cant believe people can get away from this crime.

He hated the words good bye, he said he will be here forever. He said he will be there to help her wherever and whenever.

She fell asleep and dreamed about that night, when everything she knew vanished from sight. The rain was falling and pounding the ground, they just laid there and listened to the sound.

They went for a walk and got soaked from the rain. Being near him kept her sane. When he had to go home he hugged her and he said good bye, as if he knew he was gonna die.

She shrugged it off and kissed his head and turned around and headed to bed. Later that night he called her and told her meet him at the park, she took her time cause she hates walking in the dark.

Once she got there he was no where to be found, nothing was moving or making a sound. She tried to call him but he did not answer his phone, so she sat there all alone.

When she go home she was mad he played a joke, so she fell asleep to the sound of the wind in the oak. The door bell rang and woke her from her sleep. She looked out front to she a police jeep.

She opened the door and let them inside, his mum was with them and she softly cried. They sat me down and his mum took her hand, she said “tell me “ in demand.

They told her that he was abducted from a park and stabbed repeatedly, they also kicked him around heatedly. They threw him into a ditch to bleed to death, they said he fought to stay alive until his last breath.

As she sat there she just went numb and felt tears fall from her eyes, digging her nails into her thighs. She started to shake and his mum wrapped her arms around her and held her tight and they both cried so hard all through the night.

She woke up crying screaming “NO!” , she felt the cold wind start to blow. She got up and walked inside to her room, and laid there in gloom.

The next day she got dressed in all black and grabbed her rose bouquet, and walked down the road on the way. she stopped at the place he died and laid a rose and felt tears fall off her nose.

She got up and started to walk down the road wiping the tear from her face, and stared forward through her lace. She got to the church and slowly walked to where he lay. She just looked at him and did not know what to say.

He’s skin was like ice and he was so pale, her other friends held her up cause she was so frail.

After the funeral they lowered in him in the dirt and sang amazing grace, it felt like time stood in place. She threw her flowers and her heart on that grave, she was a lost girl that only he could save…

** RIP Cody i love you!! 1988-2004**
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