Please God...

I'm not sure if you're listening
I'm not sure if you hear
But please god answer me
I really need you here

I know you don't want to listen
Or hear me moan and cry
But if you cant help me live
I think I'm going to die

I don't know what to do
I'm feeling so much pain
Im braking down so quickly
I'll never be the same

So if you are there god
Why aren't you helping me?
Do you really just ignore my prayers?
My pain do you not see?

Of course you don't though
My pain no one knows
Only forever me
Because I wont let it show

But just tell me god
If your really there
If you really listen
And really care

Where are you now?
When these tears of mine
are slowly drowning me
Over this time

Where are you now
When I have no one else
Shouldn't you be here for me
When I myself offer help

So tell me god
Why do my pain you just watch and see
Do you ignore all are cries and prayers
Or is it only ever me...