Why did you leave dad? Why did you leave mom, knowing I would be wondering who you were for the rest of my life? Knowing mom would be hurt emotionally?
Why me in general? All through school I was the one to get harassed and beat up. I was tortured. It will effect me and how I act for the rest of my life. I am scared to approach anyone.
Why me Mike? Why did you leave when I needed you the most? You let the world get to you, and ended it. You forgot about me.
Why me Chris? You treat me so good. I should be thankful. Sometimes I am not. Sometimes things get to me and I take it out on you. I try not to, but I can not help it. And you are still here. Even though I know you could find someone better. I love you, and I hope you know that.
Why can you not understand mom? I am not like you, and I never will be. Some things do not turn out like we wanted. I am one of those things. Thanks for being there.
Why did you have to leave grandma? You were such a good person. You took care of the sick, helped people with cancer, gave so much of your life for other people, and dealt with your own problems and pains. You were always there for us. You left us all. I treated you bad the last time we talked. I felt so horrible at the funeral, knowing I should have listened to you. But I did not. I am stubborn like that. I am sorry, and I will never forgive myself for it. I miss you.
