All the pain and sorrow locked away inside,
Trying hard to regain a little bit off pride.
I'm sorry for the times i didn't want to be alive,
But i had every reason to turn to suicide.
My arms are full of cuts and scars,
The angels will fly me up too the stars.
My whole life is ruined, You're the only thing worth holding on too,
I'll go to heaven and i promise I'll wait for you.
Be accepted for being different was always my motto in life,
But that all went wrong when i turned to the knife.
Being an individual is not a crime,
So why did i believe their words time after time?
People think suicide is all planned.
Behind this smile are things you ill NEVER understand.
