TEARS...do not leave my eye!

I've been trying and trying
To prevent my self from crying

But my tears blow off my eyes
And for others to know why, I've been telling lies

Why can't my tears stay inside?
Deep where no one can see them, yes my tears stay and hide

Why is it hard for others to understand?
What you feel and what you wipe with your hand?

Having a broken heat is something hard to handle
It feels painful, sour and awful

Tears please stay in my eye
Do not go out that would get me to die

Hard feelings r always the hardest thing in the world
They r hard, and to be kept inside, they r heavy to hold
They keep many words, and stories yet untold
They need a heart that is more frozen and cold

I'm not sure if I will be able to keep them in my heart
they will kill it part after part

Confusion, everything around me can't be understandable
That's what makes things worse and make me feel more miserable

Things should be back to normal again
They need to be washed with warm pure rain
Please readers; do not think i'm insane
It is just my feeling that pushes me to write with my blood, my painful hurting pain!