So cold inside

by TeArS R FaLLiNg   Sep 20, 2005


I hate feeling numb
unable to even cry
acting happy everyday
but in reality it is a lie
i bleed to make sure i am alive
in case i am living in a bad dream
because this world goes on
and i am not as i seem
i do not understand
my insides are so cold
there is no happiness
Left for me to hold
it is like i do not exist
i am on the outside looking in
and i am just waiting
for my life to begin
i sit and watch everyone
even faces i do not know
i wonder if they are happy
and where their life will go
is everyone condemned to this hell
this torture that is see
but everyone seems happy
it is like the jokes on me
i want to find a place in this world
a place i can call mine
i do not want to be a nothing
or another face lost in time
i just am so confused and lost
and no one understands me
there is no longer light in my eyes
darkness is all i can see

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  • 18 years ago

    by ~Nicole Rae~

    This poem is soo good!!..I love it soo much!..I feel as if i can relate to it, your poems are amazing!!...Awesome job xOXo

  • 18 years ago

    by Torn

    Hey hun i know ive already commented but wow i just love that poem more as i read it!!
    havent heard from u in a while?! hope all is good... check out my new poems sometimes. luv ya xoxo

  • 18 years ago

    by Stabbylou

    I think apathy is really hard to write about and you did it really well, well done, it's so sad but a great poem xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by ~â‚£ading |nspiration~

    I do not want to be a nothing
    or another face lost in time
    i just am so confused and lost
    and no one understands me
    there is no longer light in my eyes
    darkness is all i can see

    I love this part,
    My friends only see that i'm happy,
    they never really realize the pain in me. It's tough to find someone who truly understands us and i think i can understand very well how you feel, keep it up.

  • 18 years ago

    by Torn

    O please cheer up hun!! that is so sad! i really love that poem. you're awesome. So deserving of a spot on my favourites!!
    take care x x x

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