Live Without My Best Friend.

Tears stream down my face I must now say good bye
my best friend has to leave now she could no long keep up the lie

you see she dated this boy who she really loved
he was a little darker but she still placed him above

she always told him she loved him and he would say it back
her friends never saw it and thought he treated her liked crap

her parents disapproved and said it wasnt right
but she didnt care because for him she would fight

she kept it a secret as long as she could
holding in her love for him as no one should

she would tell me how she felt for him
I could see it in her eyes I knew she must really care

then one night it happened he took it away
something she kept locked inside she gave to him that day

he promised her he loved her and he said that it would hurt
but she didnt care about it for him it was all worth

she told her friends about her night and told them not to tell
for if they did her parents would know and say shed burn in hell

her parents found out she was with him but thought they were only friends
they told her she needed to stop this and that he didnt really care

the summer past without him there she cried almost every night
she told me shed do any thing to have him in her sight

fall then came and he called her hoping things had changed
he never knew her parents would freak if they even heard his name

she got to attached again not making sure things were right
her feelings for him were to strong its something she couldnt fight

she went with him again and let him have his way
and after that her one wish was only if he could stay

but now her parents know that she has been with him
they are freaking out again and saying she has to leave

she tries to tell me with out crying but it does no good
it feels as if I am dreaming or maybe if Im dying

I want to scream to stop it that this isnt real
but I know I cant because then she would know how I really feel

I stand here as she tells me that she is leaving in 2 weeks
and I fight off tears as my heart begins to break

I dont think I can live with out my best friend here
so now I must say good bye as I fight back all the tears
9-19-05
I wrote this a few days ago because i found out my best friend was having to go to hampshire because she got caught dating a guy she was not suppose to. I hope you like it. she did. vote and comment