Because Of You

Forced to relive the same nightmare over,
Stuck inside my head, the scenario plays.
Inevitable, tears start to stream down my face.
I start to cry incontrollably as I relive the past.

Stuck in the same circle for years, because of you.
Stuck behind this barrier that surrounds me.
Stuck in the ever so present memories of the past.
Stuck inside my head, pained, because of you.

Hard to trust anyone anymore, because of you.
Forced to live in a lie, faking the truth, escaping.
Pretending I was ok, trying to forget what you did.
Pretending nothing bothered me, my smile unshattered.

Forced to live behind a lie, the memories kept coming back.
Fighting until no energy was left in me, a constant battle.
Stuck behind my fake smile, pretending my life was perfect.
Stuck behind the memories of that night, because of you...

© Fighter

*how I used to feel when I think about what he did to me...
**for all those victim of molestation, rape or sexual abuse, stay strong. i pullled through and i know that you can too. "take pride in your pain, for you are stroger than those who have none"... that's my fav quote.