The Alphabet of Heartache

A-is for Appreciation you show to no one.
B-is for Blowing a bubble that is your life.
C-is for Cutting out the seeds in an apple
D-is for Depression which you are experiencing right now.
E-is for Eloping with the man you know is not for you.
F-is for Fighting for survival.
G-is for Gulping down all the lies he tells you.
H-is for Help you will never receive.
I-is for Isolating yourself from everyone.
J-is for Jumping out of your windows to fall hard to the ground.
K-is for Kicking yourself when you are down.
L-is for Laughing out of sadness.
M-is for Mania which will come to you eventually.
N-is for Noticing that you are losing sleep over him.
O-is for Opening all the old love letters he sent you.
P-is for Popping off at people because they aren't sad.
Q-is for Questioning yourself.
R-is for Ripping up all the pictures he sent.
S-is for Sitting on your bed and crying.
T-is for Tears that you already knew you were going to cry.
U-is for Understanding that you are not alone.
V-is for Volunteering to kill him.
W-is for Water which you try and fail to kill yourself in.
X-is for Xcaping your reality and going back to old memories.
Z-is for Zoloft for which you take. For you have just been dumped.