Sunshine's Tears

With my paddle in the water
And my tears on the ground
When I searched to make you brighter
But only kept you bound

I left you there swaying
As we slowly drift apart
Thinking of the sunshine
Not of my breaking heart

With you crying on your knees I say
'Baby it's for the best
I can't give you what you deserve
So I'm putting us to rest

I wake up nights screaming
Clutched to our bear Iris
Knowing it's reality
As my life's nightmare consists

It's pointless with a spade in the ground
Knowing my aim had to fail
Keep you happy now get you back
The last love you spoke was stale

With your smell on my pillow
I've create my worst fears
I'll forever follow you baby
To pick up my Sunshine's Tears

xxxI love you babyxxx
xI'm always in your heartx