My last chance to apologise

I'm sorry that I laughed too much
I always was the fool
I'm sorry that I dressed funny
And I was never cool

I'm sorry 'bout world poverty
And all the third world debt
I'm sorry that I never helped
With the money that I kept

I'm sorry that I failed myself
And became self-obsessed
I'm sorry that I cut myself
Because I was depressed

I'm sorry that I was so weak
That I could never fly
I'm sorry for these silent tears
That I've been known to cry

I'm sorry I was never loved
By the one who matters most
I'm sorry that I hate myself
And that I think me gross

I'm sorry for my inner pain
This sickening cycle of hate
I'm sorry that I lost my will
And now it is too late

I'm sorry that I feel unloved
Although you say you care
I'm sorry that the love you have
I could never share

Now I have said 'bout everything
And all that's left's goodbye
This is my last chance to apologise
For now's my time to die.