They dont care

The people i love the most,
they don't even care,
the pain they are causing me,
doesn't bother them,
when they cut,
my heart feels it,
when they cry,
my eyes water,
when they laugh,
i smile,
deep down inside,
the pain is too much,
it's stabbing me,
like a sharp knife,
don't they understand,
that when they write their suicide poems,
all alone i cry,
for hours and house,
because i care so much,
and cant let them go,
but they don't care enough,
to say so long, goodbye,
i hope one day,
that those people i care about,
will realize they are killing me,
no i will not write,
a suicide goodbye,
because i have learned my lesson,
and know i can not go