Lost everything

I said i was going to be happy,
not another tear to fall,
but ever since i said that,
everything got worse,
more tears have fallen,
the most Ive ever seen,
more bloods been dripping,
more scars are visible,
my arms are hurting,
but so is my heart and soul,
Ive lost everything,
that i would live for,
now whats the point of living,
i lost the boy i loved the most,
he broke my heart,
tore it in two,
i lost my birth family,
they continued to abuse,
i lost my best friends,
for sticking up for that guy,
Ive lost a close friend,
to a car accident,
now my tears will never stop falling,
now that blood will never stop dripping,
now that smile will never re-appear,
Ive lost everything,
whats the point of stay,