I'm Already Gone

by Toni   Oct 10, 2005


You begin to turn around again but I'm already gone
You never saw me fall apart, whilst you stood there so strong
You've got the people's sympathy and that's all you seem to need
One day you'll see you weren't the only one left there to bleed

Love takes two, but you're the only love in your own heart
Yet still you shout those tales about how I tore you apart
I hear all of those screaming whispers, hushed into the night
Your serpent tongue is swallowing lies, just to validate your fight

I won't be taken for a fool, but you show that you're uncouth
I have no need to tell those tales, for deep down I know the truth
Your whispers don't carry far at all, on the ears of friends of mine
You spend so long playing deceitful games; you're wasting your own time

For no matter what I'm going through, my friends are always there
And for them I don't have to run around to prove I really care
Actions speak louder than words, and that's something you've yet to learn
I know you want my sympathy, as I watch you crash and burn

Blaming everyone else but you, won't prove that you were right
For creating feeble myths only keeps you further from the light
And if I could I'd hold your hand, just like I used to do
But now I find I don't know your face, when I turn to look at you

Once you were my hero...the one who'd fight to love forever
And for a while I was drunk on your pretence, whilst we held dreams together
I so wish that I could hold your hand, just like I used to do
But now your actions show the truth, and I've seen the real you

I packed my bags and left your lies, for those dreams had turned to dust
But even though I escaped your games, these tears turn me to rust
For I thought this love would last forever, I thought you were the one
How can something that seemed so right, turn out to be so wrong?

Those loving promises that you once made, now haunt my sleeping mind
And every day I still think of you, even though I left you behind
Yet still I continue to walk away, for you fooled me all along
And you begin to turn around again, but I'm already gone
I'm already gone.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Ironic Allure

    =[ I can't imagine how much this must've hurt writing it.
    I am -so- proud of you.
    I love you.
    Lots and lots and lots.
    xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by enfant du tordu chagrin

    This is another really great poem. I can truly understand this one. Well Done, Great Job.

    Andrew Kirkman
    xXxXx

  • 18 years ago

    by ºCrimsonTearsº

    Freakin love it! Omfg Toni, it's so amazing. You sound so sad still, but a little stronger. Wonderful poem.

    Take care hunny,
    s xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Oliver Stevenson

    I dont blame you for us falling apart...
    I know its my fault and i have come to terms with that, but i still havent come to terms that i dont have you in my life... i miss you so much and love you even more, i dont expect you to talk to me, but i jsut want you to know that i am sorry fo the things that happened. and i wish for you that you can be happy in future.

    Look after yourself Toni
    - Oli xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Jacquie Stewart

    Excellent poem toni... i loved it haha it made me cry, well i was already crying but that made me have a whole new outburst of tears..very emotional this afternoon.. anywho if u get the chance read some of my poems if u want.. see what u think. cya love jacquie