I've lost my soul

People laughing all over the Earth,
Giggling and being jolly for everything they're worth.
Inside of me, there is no laughter,
It's summer outside, but in me it's winter.
You turned your back,
My soul became black.
Now I have a hard time, just trying to smile,
You've caused me to change my life style.
I've lost my soul, it is gone!
I feel alone and withdrawn.
At night I spend hours just laying there crying,
I feel like my insides are dying.
Do you even care what you've done?
Would you care if I jumped in the ocean?
Would you cry, if I died?
You'd probably just ditch me to look for a bride.
In my heart I will ALWAYS love you,
I know someday, you'll love me too.
Until then, I'll lay here,
I'll lay here year after year!
I'll love you, even after I die, but you won't care,
But until then, the pain I will bare.
Someday you'll see, you'll love me too,
Someday your love will be my rescue.

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