Who am I

I dont Kno who I am any more
I no longer kno why I am here
I lie curled up shaking on my floor
Crying and screaming inside I fear
So many years of being told lies
You say that I was a dumb mistake
many tears fallen from my eyes
My hole life I now kno was fake
Why should I try and make you proud
I dont wantt o become anything like you
Your anger still screamin in my head so loud
This getting bad and I dont know wat to do
I can see myself going back to my old ways
Tryin so hard to forget wat you said to me
Back in these depressing confused days
But you are nothing and like you I will never be