My Dream

Fearfully watching
while my mind is spinning
wondering what i did wrong
to see him standing there
yelling in pain
no mortal wound can cause
he yells "you bi+(h"
i stare blankly
waiting to be hit
"I'm not taking you shit"
is what he says
as he turns and walks away
when he got to the door
i just dropped to the floor
i held my ears tight
and screamed with all my might
as i turn and look out the window
all i hear is a bang
his body falls limply
right to the ground
gun still in mouth
a woman standing around
looks at me calmly
handed me a folded paper
as i open it tears were streaming down
for it said "though i shot myself
you were the one holding the gun
i picked the weapon up
put it into my mouth
and i awoke with a shout

* this was a dream i had
it really frightens me cause the guy is one of my friend if you have any idea what this could mean please tell me*