Going now

Ive torn to people apart,
Ive hurt them inside,
i a worthless little girl,
who should be sent to hell,
all i have ever been,
is a disgrace to this world,
when i cut,
i know,
its the right thing to do,
i know those to people,
wish i would hurry up,
and kill myself soon,
i look at the knife,
and the razor blade,
my two best friend,
i started to cry,
and know i need to take,
the pain away,
in deep it goes,
cutting the skin,
blood pouring,
hitting like rain,
no feeling is left,
my soul starts to rise,
this is what is going to happen soon,
when i die,
my last words,
I'm sorry for everyone i hurt,
i know you all hate you,
mike and Andrea,
this is a favor for you,
I'm going now,
so you too can smile and be happy