ME

I don't want to die, but still I wish I
were dead . I hate to cry, but still it's
tears I shed .

I try to keep my faith, but yet faith keeps
giving me hope and snatching it away .

I try to look on the bright side, but my
bright side seems to be always gloomy .

I try to give out love to receive love, but
I still only get when I dream .

I count my blessings each and everyday,
because I believe it's my own fault my life
turned out this way .