I Wish He Wasn't What He Is

It all started out so great, and we were having so much fun.
Then he had to go ruin it all until we were having none.
I consider this guy to be a great friend, but sometimes he goes too far.
I couldn't feel any more pain even if I'd got hit with a car.
I wish he wasn't what he is, because then it wouldn't be so bad.
I wish that it was easier to hate him because then I wouldn't be so sad.

(c) Mary Barren