Numbing Pain

Let your eyes look passed me
Allow them not to see
My secrets that are hidden
Beyond such depth in me

For if you look within
My eyes to find my soul
I know you may be lied to
I can not find control

The pain I feel is numbing
It comforts me to strive
It places all this meaning
For me to live my life

No I do not want to say things
That you just want to hear
As trust is so important
Please let me persevere