My Sadness -Part I-

My memory carries me back
To when i was newly born
When I was took as a big mistake
With all that insulting words i used to take

Remembering my first year
When my bloom started to sear
I used to live in lost dreams
Missing someone to dry my tears

Then when i was two
When my skin started to get blue
'Cause of the torment i was living into
When I was beaten for nothing...
And without getting a clue

Years passed slow
And i thought i became mature
That was when i was four
When i was wronged
treated like nothing...
but another piece of furniture

Then when i was five
And my pain grew strive
Scars on my skin...
Testify on my case

Some year passed
And I got in school
But there the kids call me a fool
Treating me like a stranger who have no room
And making me like an entertaining tool

After that it just kept getting worse
And I couldn't find someone who cares
But after all I kept smiling
Knowing how to fake it

" That state continued till a star came. The star of love that i held on to... to sparkle and shine in my life and lightening the way for me giving me some hope.
That was when i met my first love...But here will start the " Sadness - Part II - "

-------------------------------------> To be continued
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