Recovered

I was so close
To the point of no return
Almost to the fire
Left with 2nd degree burns
My love for you
Was like being terminally ill
Something never wished for
That held me against my will
I was too far along
Before realizing I was sick
And at that point
I thought "Okay, this is it"
I didn't expect a miracle
I choose to be realistic
However long
This I would live with
I accepted the inevitable
Nothing was going to change
Even with all the effort
Everything stayed the same
All hope gone
So I just live day by day
Ignoring everyone
Ignoring what they say
Miracles don't happen
At least not to me
Nothing will change
From what I see
Then little things happened
For short times I stopped thinking of you
Something I never thought could happen
Miracles times two
I started being more happy
I really tried
And after awhile
I no longer cried
I'm now so much better
And i'm sharing my time with others
The time I was sick on you
Now fully recovered