Save Me- {poem/song}

If you just ask me
I’ll change you
I’ll wait forever
I’ll wait until you’re through

It doesn’t feel right to hold someone else
We’ve lived now through the worst
I thought that maybe I could change you
But you changed me first

And it’s a morning after death
How can you tell me to be the first to die?
When I bend down to your will
Will I be the last to cry?
Will I be the last to cry?

Essence lost on hands and knees
My head’s bent down praying
Maybe one day you’ll help me up
One day you’ll hear what I was saying

I never said good bye

Everything is hidden behind these walls
I never meant to let you go
I’m sorry that I gave up on you
There’s so much you still need to know

Please, don’t leave me now
I need you to stay
Just one more chance I promise, I swear
Just don’t go, don’t go away

If only I could say these words to your face
If only I could swallow my selfish pride
I could raise my head to meet your eyes
And I won’t have to hide the tears I’ve cried

I don’t want to smile anymore
But I can’t help faking who I’m not
I can’t help being happily hopeless in hiding
When I’ve lost everything I’ve got

Won’t you forgive me, I don’t deserve it
But just tear down this copper wall
In that case I’ll smile at you
Instead of hiding in the hall

I know I’m nothing but a screw up
A spin artist great at lying
So save yourself, don’t listen to this poem
Leave me now, I’m dying

i didn't expect you to understand
i didn't think you would care
i didn't think i'd spend my thoughts
whishing you were there

i didn't know i was in love with you...

damn

-Yea well s h i t happens...