Dear Cody,

Cody,
I wish I could take it all back, everytime I hurt you, every time I couldn't be there. I'd give up everything just to have you hold me in your arms again. I just messed it up, like I do every other part of my life. I'd give anything just to be with you, you're what matters to me above it all. You were there for me once when I needed you, but now I'm all alone, with nothing and no one. I'll always love you and want you back but, I know that'll never happen, you'll never give me the chance to make it up to you. I realized what I lost, and cry because I know you're not mine. I wish I could keep you, but you've moved on. As I watch those little things you do I realized just how much I miss you. I can no longer look at you for when I do, I know what I've lost and I want you back. So I'll just pretend I don't want you, I don't need you, but deep down I know I do......
Love always and today,
Erika Poikey