With All Honesty

There's no reason why
I should live this lie
Go on everyday
And my heart have no say
I can no longer deny
What I feel inside
And to my suprise
I refuse to throw it aside
It just can't be done
Because i'm not the one
To ignore what I feel
And pretend that's real
I can't act like I don't care
When the feelings is always here
Why should I hide
What I feel in a disguise
I feel no shame
This isn't a game
And it may not be right
Because i'm no longer in his life
I don't look at that
I just look back
We shared something others don't see
I believe that with everything in me
I'm so in love
No one can touch
What's in too deep
And out of reach
So no more wondering
You know that i'm loving
What you believe is nothing
Here blooming as something