Past Vows

My darling can't you see,
Your pressure of not being here,
Is truly killing me,
And causing many flowing tears,

If you could try and understand,
My feelings inside,
They've been buried deep and,
Its time to uncover what's in my eyes,

I've been thinking for far to long,
Of what was once a love to true,
Ended so bleak like an awful song,
I sit and await the end askew,

I wish you were here now,
But it wouldn't matter of much,
You have another's loves vow,
Of honesty, trust and touch,

I need time to wake up from this dream,
Of having you again,
It wont happen our times over it seems,
Though I miss the love we obtained,

You can't say we didn't have fun,
Or didn't love till our ends meet,
You can't say you don't miss being called Hun,
Without you I feel so incomplete,

In the end it all comes crashing down,
But no matter what I want you to know,
I've loved you since our first kiss was found,
And won't stop till my bodies below.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on November 16th, 2005