Though life

Through life and living,
my fate has been sealed,
labeled by society,
never knowing what is real,
fear and darkness my state of mind,
pain and suffering all i see,
danger all around,
never to be free,
paranoia grips me,
and darkness gains its hold,
I don't think i can escape now,
my story has been told,
darkness will soon engulf me,
as it has before,
I can feel it coming,
I can't take this any more,
this swapping of mental states,
all these highs and lows,
and all the time the paranoia,
this cycle though which I go,
had enough now,
can't go though that again,
so I'll take my life,
I'll leave now, avoid all the pain.