You Don't want me anymore

I'm crying over memories from our past
I can't understand why iy changed so fast
I never hear you say you love me anymore
but did you ever mean it anyway
just let me cry about it for now
I'll get over you another day

You don't even hug me now
hold me close
you used to
I feel like you avoid me now
love you?
I still do..

I remember the way you used to stare
with your sparkling blue eys
and your pretty black hair
I know that it may seem pathetic
It's really quite sad
that now you don't want me
I want you so bad

I'm on the edge ready to let go
but there's one thing that keeps me hanging on
something you will never know
when it feels like a struggle just to get through th day
the thing that comforts me is that maybe again you might look at me
in that way

I know that it sounds crazy but i swear to you it's true
I admitt I have a problem
and obsession -
it's you
you have a hold over me that I can't explain
you can make my day sunny
or fill it with pain
just a smile feels like it changes my life
but sometimes you make me want to hurt myself
slice my wrists up with a f**king knife

I hope that makes you feel special.. you make me feel so F**KING SPECIAL