Thoughts flowing from my head

Take my heart and rip it out
It doesnâ??t matter to you anymore
Whether I live or die am happy or sad
I can tell you now that I shall not be happy
My minds eye shows me a beautifully sharp silver object.
No matter to you though.
The red flowing liquid doesnâ??t affect you.
Night after night things get worse.
The object gets closer to hand
Red liquid will spill over soon
It will not be able to be stopped.
Trust and attachment is not something I should have for anyone.
I learned this from you
So I-O-U a thank you.
This lesson of life was not fun
It was full of pain and heartache.
Maybe it will end soon.
I have been gone from you for weeks now and yet you do not care
Did you ever care?
Probably not.
I have been living a lie and all I really want now is for it to end.