Suicidal

Before u read this.. someone's quote was something like.. Life is like a ladder.. u succeed if u climb.. if u fall u die.. if u suicide u JUMP.. something like that.. yeah u needed to know that b4 u read my poem: OK

Do I climb
Or do I fall?
Do I jump?
well *F u k* it all

I cannot succeed
But i know i can die
so I'll just jump
and suicide

who would care?
No one but me
I've become meaningless
So why should i be?

No one would notice
That my lifeless soul is gone
No one would care
Cuz that's what they want

I am now careless, lifeless
So why bother to stay..
In this world I do not belong
For I die inside, everyday

I've become suicidal
All cuz of a simple boy
Who doesn't love me back
And my life he destroyed

My life is mess dup
And there's nothing to give
There's nothing to gain
So why bother live?

I've got everything to lose
Especially my friends
And for all this sh*t
To happen again

So I guess I just give up
And let myself die
Since it doesn't matter..
I'm gonna suicide..