Can You See?

I can feel the tearing of my heart,
Every relationship i had broke apart.
Now conversations with other people i refuse to start.
My feelings get pushed around like there in a shopping cart.

Whats the point in trying when nothing works out?
Me waiting for a good life is like waiting for rain in a drought.
People don't always hear the terrible words that i shout.
friendship is suppose to be true but thats something i highly doubt.

Can you see my hurt from deep inside?
How about the harsh feelings that i hide?
Can you see how many times a night i have cried?
How about because of the hurt, for how many times i have lied?

Yea, i knew i was right,
Those things you couldn't see, not even with a bright light,
Now you know why every word i say turns a talk into a fight,
And also why soon i will be forever out of your far away sight.