Why do I care and let you hurt me so?
I gave and gave and gave you more
Listening and supporting and loving you
There was no more I could give each hour.
How can a person be so cold and heartless?
Throwing my love back in my face
Stabbing my heart into a thousand shreds
Making me wish I was really dead.
What makes a person so blind and stupid?
Not seeing their love and support mean nothing
Allowing the other to hurt them again and again
Letting another make me feel worthless and silly.
Why do I give others my heart and soul?
I open my heart and share all I have and am
Only to be made to feel I am nothing for caring
To be shut out and blocked and cast aside.
Do you think my heart does not hurt like yours?
You know the pain and hurt of losing someone
Yet you curse me and take away your love
Leaving me alone and hurting and wondering.
Why is your pain so more special than mine?
My cuts hurt like your cuts, I bleed the same as you
The pain I feel is just as deep as the pain you feel
Anger consumes me just as much as it consumes you.
Should it not have been me casting you aside?
I asked you if I should just walk away
You told me not to leave you and not to go
Then you slammed the door in my face.
Who are you and what is your case?
Explain to me why you do the things you do
Tell me why you have no regard for my heart
Help me to understand why you are so cruel!
