Stressful Life of a Teenage Girl

I'm a thirteen year old girl
With pain and sorrow deep inside
I cut, I bleed and I hide

I cut from stress
I bleed from cuts
I hide so my Mommy won't beat my guts

She thinks I lie
She thinks steal
From her my feeling I can't reveal

When I tell her
My daddy touches in the wrong place
She beats me down and says I'm a disgrace

All these years she never believed me
But then comes the day my daddy rapes me
She just seats there and act like nothings wrong
Telling me to keep my head up and be strong

What the hell is that about
She thinks that I'm a toy
She thinks my life is full of games
I hope her face catches into flames

But guess what mom
I took my life away
I guess you should be happy now
That I'm not complaining today

Yes, the blood on the bedroom floor
It's all mine
Don't say this is unexpected
I gave you all the signs

I'm writing this poem from up in Heaven
Where you'll never be
I can;t believe I trusted you with my heart
And oh yea give me back my key

( OK this poem, might not really be a poem that is out in the right form , but it mostly matters about the words. Please comment I worked really hard on it!!!! xoxo)