Devotion to a Crucafix

Another night i sit alone
another night my heart feels so heavy
girls and hearts will never change
seems like the one i love the most
shows no affection at all
so nail my heart to the wall
use it as a crucifix and pay no attention
I've thought too much
your crucifix of devotion

another night i sit alone
another night my heart feels so cold
our hearts will never change
I'll still kiss those bloody hands
and taste my own blood
and not feel so strange