You're Everything I'm Not

You're so perfect
you're what i want
you're so beautiful
you're everything I'm not
i just wanna make you cry
i just wanna make you feel what it's like to die
i do everything you say
i try to make you happy in every way
I'm still waiting
it's not fair
but I'll still be there
to catch you when you fall
I'll be there
to answer when you call
with your brand new blood pistol
my death is official
how much do i have to go through
before you break my heart
or before i hold you
there's nothing i can do to get you off my mind
sometimes i wish i were blind
then you'd be impossible to find
sometimes i wish i were you