All i want...

I hate the way u say things 2 me
i cry myself to sleep
i dnt look 4ward going to skewl
bcoz of wat u did
if only u didnt hav 2 hurt me
i wudnt b lyk dis
if only u understood how i felt
if onyl u cud c through me
if only u cud b a true frnd 4 once
n stop thnkin abt urself
if only u stopped treaing me lyk dirt!
and start acting lyk a frnd
i\'m der 4 u
y cnt u b der for me?
is dat 2 mch to ask?