Locked away

This feeling i have
depression i know
the pain inside
I'm unwilling to show

they think I'm Kay
that every things alright
but they do not realize
how i cry at night

i try to tell them
but they seem not to hear
my pain, my sorrow
the things that i fear

they do not understand
they seem unwilling
and deep inside
it is my soul they are killing

so i take all my problems
and store them away
if left to hinder
they will cause only pain

so i hide my feelings
and a smile i fake
i must rid myself of them
for others, and my sake

so i stand alone
in my world apart
and nobody shall ever know
what i feel in my heart