Thanks, I love you still, Sorry

Through thick and thin,
you stayed at my side.
You were always there for me,
even when my dad died.

You never realize what you have,
until you lose it.
Now that I don't have you,
I wanna give up, I just wanna quit.

You showed me giving up,
is never a choice.
Just try harder till you make it,
let everyone hear your voice.

I took you for granted,
I just kept wanting more.
Then when I lost you, I realized,
you're what i've been looking for.

So thanks for everything,
you showed me love is real.
Now when I think of you,
love and regret are all I feel.

I know I shouldn't feel this way,
and that's it's my fault.
I'm the one that ended it,
I made our relationship come to a hault.

So I can't blame you,
and you can't take the blame.
I'm sorry that i hurt you,
I left myself full of shame.

I doubt you'll read this or comment about it. You hardly every do. So I'll just sit here missing you. I don't like him, I only like you. So please,oh please, say you love me too? I know you don't so I might as well forget it. I just want you back, I don't hate you, not even a littly bit. I LOVE YOU, so please, just........notice me