I Want To Be Free!

Where can I be free? When can I smile again? What does my heart desire?How can I just sit here and watch the world go by? Why are all my feelings just dreams?
Do I sit here Because I can't do anything, or can I do something? Am i that weak, am I so cold I can't breathe? Is there anyone out there? Is anyone looking for me? Does anyone believe in me? Does anyone know me? Have I let you down? Do you remember who I am? Can you think of who I was? Do you know what I want? I do...
I want to be free. Like a dolphin swimming in the ocean. Feeling no fear, and no worries. Possibly and eagle soaring in the clouds. With the wind on my face and underneath my wings. Lifting me higher into the sky and taking me away from this dark place. Maybe the top of a tall mountain is where I'd live. A place where i could be me. A place where i could be free.
But what can I do to feel this way. Tears and tears just keep sliding down my face because I know all of these thoughts aren't reality. I can never be free. I am always going to be trapped in a box I can't break. Enclosed in bars of steel like a prisoner trying to break free. There's no air to breathe just sorrow that takes my breath. So for now i walk these halls as someone chained down and held back from what she wants, and trying to break free.