As the razor kisses my skin

Twisting
Writhing
I feel so useless
I feel so ashamed
I feel that nothing will ever be the same
I laugh as I weep
Tears draining to your feet
Even if I die
I will never lie
I'll never deny that I love you
Even when the razor kisses my skin
Like my lips parted against yours
My skin parts to its kiss
With passion replete
I beg at your feet
To kiss me
To kill me
To forsake me no more
Any attention will do
Even if its an "I hate you"
Tears draining to your feet
I laugh as I weep
I feel that nothing will ever be the same
I feel so ashamed
I feel so useless
Writhing
Twisting
As the razor kisses my skin