You Never Loved Me

by nobody truly knows me   Dec 23, 2005


*this actually isn't about a boyfriend... sadly it's about my grandmother.*

You never loved me
I don't know how I never knew
I've known you my whole life
I've never known the real you
Am I really that unlovable
You just had to push me away
You loved to see me hurt
It's what you lived for everyday
Every time I'd go visit
You'd try to make me cry
Still I held you dear in my heart
I really don't know why
The day I learned the truth
My tears blinded out my sight
I went through the day like a robot
I was crying throughout the night
I haven't gone over in a while
I'm giving you what you asked for
A part of me hopes you've missed me
Another wants to hate you forever
Then you call and say you want me back in your life
Even after you caused me so much pain
And even though I may come back over
My feelings toward you will stay the same

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  • 16 years ago

    by Sophie

    So beautiful :'(

  • 16 years ago

    by Josiah Larson

    I love this poem very good emotion and i'm sorry that she is doing that to you and I hope things get better ;)

    Thank you for ur c/r and sorry it took so long for me to c/r back, I have a bad case of writers block!!

    -Josiah

  • 18 years ago

    by Jackie Marie

    Aww hun I am so sorry I can't believe she is doing that to you. :(

    Nice poem though.

  • 18 years ago

    by Chantelle

    Wow this is a really amazing poem, but very sad. You really know how to display the emotion and it really draws me in. Sorry to hear about your relationship with your grandmother :( Thanks so much for commenting and letting me know your here. Thanks *hug*

  • 18 years ago

    by Emma

    Awe omgoodness. this is so sad...excellent though. made me cry :(