Final Words

by Katlynn   Dec 28, 2005


I'll let the fear get the best of me.
I'll make a cut and see how far.
how far I'll go until I'll do it again.
i don't care what people think.
not anymore i guess.
I'm losing myself in this place.
i just want to kiss him one time.
once again and I'll be OK.
to tell him i love him.
but that really doesn't look like it.

so I'll wash my wrist.
make it a clean spot to cut.
get my razor out.
clean the ends of it.
rubbing it against my skin.
watching the blood drip out.
i did more then one cut.
this cut won't stop bleeding.

I'm losing it all.
I'm losing you inside of me.
I'm losing my blood outside of me.
i love you is going to be my last words.
i have a feeling i won't make it.
i have a feeling i won't cry.
I'll stand in the bathroom.
holding my wrist.

waiting for someone to come on.
to see me like this.
laugh at me.
yell at me.
kick me.
punch me.
do something other then stand there.

I'm laying on the floor.
the blood is getting deeper on the floor.
I'm next to the closed door.
i just sit there.
not yelling.
not crying.
not knowing.

... i love you ...

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  • 18 years ago

    by Live, Laugh, Love

    WOW!! I can really relate to this poem... You did an amazing job...

  • 18 years ago

    by Michael D Nalley

    This poem is another example of serious issues such as the emotinal factors that teens seem to be having problems with I believe the pain is very real but I don't believe self harm solves anything. Even though sadly other people could create an enviroment more favorable for happiness that is not the case. i believe the answer is in Life through Faith hOPE and Love.. thank you for sharing. and brining up these important issues

  • 18 years ago

    by Sherry Lynn

    Sometimes when we are cut so deeply inside it seems as though a cut deep cut outside would be so much easier. Sometimes the emotional pain is so severe that death seems to be the only answer, but LIFE is the answer. By choosing self harm or death we are only admitting defeat and solving nothing.

    --Sher

  • 18 years ago

    by pseudo

    Wow.. very deep and well written! it was meaniful.. very strong and creative..i liked the way you decided to end it! keep it up! awesome poem =)

    --emotionless19

  • 18 years ago

    by Truest Lies

    Wooohoo, that was deep, and the ending especially. My favorite part though, was the lines

    'll make a cut and see how far.
    how far I'll go until I'll do it again.'

    That was very good.
    Great work!

    //Truest Lies//

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