My Final Response

Meaning without words,
Is nothing less then as expression,
An expression between two souls,
Two mates.
A beating heart without life,
Is unconditional love,
Without the troubles,
The worries.
But to have me without you,
Is nothing but a heartache,
Depression,
A great lost.
If only this was said,
Was spoken,
When you asked,
When curiosity was in your mind.
But then,
I didn't have my response......
Now all i could think of,
Wish for,
Hope for,
Was an answer,
A final response......
My answer is none the less,
A disappointing,
I don't know.
The fact is,
The truth is,
I DON'T know.
I'm unsure of my reactions.
You mentioned it so fast,
So early,
I haven't given much thought about it,
I probably will become,
Depressed,
Slip slowly into madness,
And fall right back into the arms of pain.
I would never think twice,
Nor three,
Or four times,
To present my love for you.
Just thinking about it,
Makes sadness slowly creep in,
Slowly causing pain,
And grief.
But still,
This is not my final reaponse.....
An unbreakable bond,
Is nothing less than pure love,
Pure love that set a certain reaction,
Feeling,
Between two dying hearts.
For all the feelings,
That was ever felt by me,
Doesn't compare to the sickness of this experience,
I've experienced,
Love,
At the same time,
Hate.
I've experienced,
Joy,
At the same time,
Sadness.
I've experienced,
Happiness,
But at the same time,
Depression.
But no matter what is said,
What is done,
I'll always experience,
A different kind of pain.....
Now,
This is my final response.......