I want to....

I want to tell you the good stuff,
And to be able to tell you the bad,
but i have to keep it all to myself,
Just in case it makes you feel sad,

Who do i tell and where do I go,
to confide in about all of my fears,
You are the only one that i trust,
the one who wiped up all my tears,

I have these secrets bottled inside,
I think I am about to explode,
I am lonely and have nobody to go to,
my mind is on constant overload!

If you had given me another chance,
I would not have upset you again,
Only tell you enough so I do not suffer,
all alone, in silence, in pain,

You are like the other half of me,
without you I cannot work right,
I cry for you every single day,
Each and every lonely night,

I wish we were still best friends,
but we are not and that is the end,
I will take what i have got and keep it,
Before I lose you as just a friend.

Copyright 2006 - Amanda Linzi