Pull The Trigger and the Nightmere Ends

Pull the trigger and the nightmere ends,
dying now, where are your friends?,
as you write your suicide note,
you start to take the gun out of your coat,
\"I know it wasn\'t supposed to end like this\" you write,
crying now, this you cannot fight,
\"Love is forever, so hear me out\",
\"Here I am, why didn\'t you hear my shout?\",
\"Goodbye forever, I\'m leaving now\",
\"Goodbye forever, don\'t wonder how\",
\"Goodbye forever, Love Ren,\"
so trembling now, you set down your pen,
looking around the room a fianl time,
you watch as the clock starts to chime,
the moment, the second, it\'s just right,
holding the gun to your head, it blocks your sight,
cocking it quickly, the room starts to spin,
gripping it tightly, you remember what has been,
ready now, you shout farewell,
then with the steadiness of a bell,
you pull the trigger and the nightmere ends,
forever gone now, where are you friends?