I sit here wondering.
I can't get you out of my head,
You're all I ever think about.
I'm head over heels for you,
And my mind is over my heart.
I think I love you
But you don't even know I exist.
I thought I might have a chance.
That maybe you would have noticed me,
And maybe have even liked me
But boy was I wrong.
You are obviously head over heels about her.
I don't know why.
What does she have that I don't?
But the truth is it's obvious you love her
and I'm just in love with a person,
Who doesn't love me back.
You stole a piece of my heart,
But I didn't want it back.
Instead I wanted a piece of yours.
It's all I ever had wanted since I met you
But you don't want to give it to me.
I finally have put my heart back in place.
Way below my mind and locked up tight.
It's safer this way and then this will never happen again.
But I'm not so sure that's what I want.
All I know is I want you
And if I can't have you,
I think it was all still worth it.
As they say it is better to have loved and lost,
Than to never have at all.
These past weeks have been the best in my life.
I've never been so happy,
And felt so fulfilled.
My life has always been filled with pain
But I wouldn't change one part of it,
If I did I wouldn't have met you.
You're my reason for living,
And the thing that allows me to survive life.
My first love and hopefully not my last.
I will never forget you,
And I wish you wouldn't forget me,
But you can't forget someone you never knew existed.
